It's raining still everyone is down except for me
Those memories
growing up in a different country

You're still inside me
It's been a long November, long November

So you say that we'll never change
But distance has a way of playing funny games
It's funny now
Looking back I said I'd wouldn't stay

You're still inside me
It's been a long November, long November

Feel the rhythm
let it go

A guilty kiss goodnight to you
And I'm not sorry 'cause I had to
And now that you're leaving I know
I can't let go
Come back to me when you turn 23
maybe then you'll see what it feels like to be in love with me

Now you know where I stand
This gun is loaded and it's cocked in my left hand
Waiting for this pain to end
I know you will never see this fucking face again

So this is it for you and me
A chapter closed and now I'm free
I'm sick of faking it

Another day yeah
The things you say yeah
And I just to be there when you drop down to your knees
So I can finally say Fuck you!

Now you say you're sorry.
But its too late cuz I'm not waiting

I'll take the best part of you with me
I promise I'll lie each time we speak

What you gonna do when your world comes crashing down?
And you'll rest assure that I always had my doubts

Directions from directionless people aside
Slowed down but fighting so hard to survive
I know you tried, you tried to do everything right for me this time
But I think there is something you should know
Decisions me by me I'll stand by alone

You let me down, I really thought we had a chance this time
It starts to show exactly how your actions got so old
You ought to know, it's only a matter of time before we let you go
We'll still be bros but for now we're leaving you on your own

What you gonna do when your world comes crashing down?
And you'll rest assure that I always had my doubts

I feel like I need to apologise
For all the pain I've caused you guys
I never even tried to make it right
It seems that all we do is fight
Maybe one day this will change, a family again

I was responsible
For your breakdown and all the hospital calls
It's so hard seeing someone that you love
Fall apart before your eyes when you can't help them get back up

So I'm passing this along
To tell you I'm sorry
For everything I've done
Maybe some day I might be able to tell you this
Without having to hide it in the lyrics of a song

I held you in my arms as you cried
Then you looked at me and said Nick I want to die
Well these arn't the words a son's supposed to hear
From his own mother because deep down she thinks I never cared

You were always there for me I know
And I believe you when you say it's hard to let go
Hard to let go of me
Watching me self destruct with such ease
Depression is the cause this sick disease is killing me
Disease is killing me

So let's let by gones be
And no matter what happens I know you'll love me
And that's all I need
So I'm passing this along
To tell you I'm sorry for everything I've done
Maybe some day I might be able to tell you this
Without having to hide it in the lyrics of a song

Well we finally made it home
From a four week battle out on the road
Amazing shows
Overshadowed by inflated egos

I never thought I'd hear myself say that
I'm just happy to be home again
But I still know being back will get old
But I still know I'm raring to go

It's just so hard to adjust
Back to a normal life
Everything's been taken from me
Depending on my best friends to survive

I wouldn't change a single moment
The train wreck I call my life
I'd make all the same sacrifices
To see kids that scream the words I write

I never thought that we'd be here
Can only hope that you still care

So turn the stereo up and drive
We'll meet you there
It's just one more day
And all I've got to say
Is that you guys are all I need

The worst year of my life and I'm fighting so hard to survive
The one thing that I cared about you destroyed despite

Repeated cries of no
You pinned her down and so
She cries in my arms each night
I know she put up such a fight

You better watch your fucking back
It's not that easy yeah
It's hard to smile with no front teeth
Your cowardice we all see

I was instantly filled with regret
That night I should have gone with you
I've lost my self respect
And now I'm paralysed with pain
I dropped to the floor and stayed
And then my weeping turned to rage

You better watch your fucking back
It's not that easy yeah
It's hard to smile with no front teeth
Your cowardice we all see

I know you're sitting back thinking you got away
Well it's been 7 years mother fucker
And I'll never, never forget this

Wasted days
Time's never worth saving when all you have is hate
And now the drama unfolds and I'm not even scared
In fact I'm looking forward to seeing you when you fail

Hate for me
Is all you've got
Is all you've got, jealousy
Said fallaciously

We all know the truth
Can't live up to your expectations
As long as Heads Up crew likes our songs
We don't give a fuck if you hate them

So let me know
When we write a song that's "crucial"
Or are you too busy sitting at home
Hating on bands as usual

Get out your parents basement
And off the hardcore message boards
I'm sorry you're shitty band will never even go on tour

Hate for me
Is all you've got
Is all you've got, jealousy
Said fallaciously

Never give up on your dream
You never believed in me
A false hope is all I need

Another breath wasted trying to explain
I'm at my witts end I've got nothing to say
The choices made as memories fade
We'll still be here because we're here to stay

Something has got to change because this isn't real.
and I know that you can't possibly know how I feel.
Time and time again you let me down
now why am I your friend.
This time it ends.
Lets not pretend.

Everything you say is bullshit and I hate you.
Will you look me in the eyes
when I smack you down to size.

Here we go again; lets hear it for my best friend.
What can I say? You don't deserve that girl anyway.
I should take her from you so you know how it feels to be betrayed
I don't need you.
But you still call me.
You're so pathetic
I hate your face.

Now I wish that I had never even met you.
A year wasted with you I feel so empty.
And now you ask me if I'll be there for you next year.
Today I don't care, I don't care

Now that I know you've finally come clean.
I've had enough of chasing you.
Come on baby you know what i mean.
And I said I've let myself fall down
the lines you fed me that I believed.
Girls like you are never happy.

Say your sorry I'm still waiting here.

Did you really think that you could get away with this?
you lied to my face but now you're the disgrace.
So my friends hate you and there's nothing I can do.
I hope you miss me now I'm gone
and thats why I wrote you this song

Say your sorry I'm still waiting here.

Dudes night out.
Is what it's all about